CHUCK YOU!
ok i know this seems weird but i have been reading, haha i know thats RARE, but heres the deal, i have had this problem.. im not sure if i've always had it or not.. but i tend to see something and think of the worst thing that it could do to me, anyways i was reading GIRL INTERRUPTED and this is an except:
It's important to cultivate detachment. One way to do this is to practice imagining yourself dead, or in the process of dying. If there's a window, you must imagine your body falling out the window. If there is a knife, you must imagine the knife piercing your skin. If there is a train coming, you must imagine your torso flattened under it's wheels. These exercises are necessary to achieving the proper distance.
So i don't really imagine it like i want to kill myself it just hits me.. like a flash of lightning. i'm not suicidal, i;m sure but its still weird...
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I love you!
Becca Is my best-est-estes friend in the whole widest world! I Miss you!! ROCK CLEVELAND!!!
Big i love yous to all my friends in Hereford, inc. Rachel, Whit, Joce, Alyssa, Jen, Katelyn, Emily, Katie, Jen, Chicken, Watkins, Amanda, Jackie, Emily, Steph and Sarah. oh and Greg and Chris too and Kate and uhh.. people i forgot
also to my towson people, Doob (actully my home skillet), Dom, Sarah, Radical KATE, Cassey, Alex, Brittany, Liz, Carmen, Nate, Rusty, Ryan, Pete, Alex and uhhh.. everyone else.
Big hellos to all my padonia people. LAUREN! ZACK! Mojo Marjo, ALEX R.! Jill and all the other guards, counclers and instructors! WE ROCK!
and love to all the local bands, Pirates of Jah, Adelphi(Fat Austin), Sasquatch Genocide, Switzer, SOI (RIP), GRand Pappy Mojo (RIP), Subsist, The Audio Rapists, Supergiant Md, BASEBALL and uhh some others
AlexR404: i think ur captain of the squad
haha yea right!
BLasek41: my nose itchesssss
number1sped: haha you queer country folk
(us talking about Nation)
me: i wanna know how big it is
rusy: yeah me too
rusy: i heard its a little bigger than recher
rusy: but i dont know
me: o thats cool then
5 mins later
me: whooaaa, this picture on the nation site makes the place look freaking awsome
me: there is like 3 levels
rusy: send me the link
me: i'm guessing this is it http://www.primacycompanies.com/nation/index.cfm
rusy: sweet thanks
rusy: holy shit
rusy: haha we are playing there!!!!
me: no problem
me: i know, thats freaking crazy
rusy: haha yeah it is
me: like a month after you play there box car racer and nfg is gunna tear up the same stage
rusy: i know
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